Friday, October 1, 2010


Kind of down in the dumps today. I decided to not POS until Sunday if AF doesn't show by then. She's supposed to make an appearance sometime between Sat-Mon and I'm pretty sure she's on the way. I've been feeling icky, am about to die doubled over from the cramps and I've started spotting. Tomorrow morning will be full flow and CD1.

:`( dammit

The good news in this disappointment is that I'm actually really disappointed. Right after the IUI, I had some serious hesitations and doubts about if this is really the right thing to do and if it's what I really want. Judging by how badly I wanted a positive HPT and how disappointed I am that this round didn't take, I can safely say that I really do want this.

Going to lay low this weekend and veg in front of the computer/tv.


  1. As they say, it ain't over till the witch shows her face. I hope you're wrong, but if you're right, I'm sorry. :( I know what you mean; I was surprised at how happy I was to get my BFP (early loss); I wasn't sure how I'd really feel, but I was elated. Losing the pregnancy was pretty tough. Here's hoping we both get our BFPs soon!

  2. It's still early. Hang in there. I will be thinking about you. Hoping for BFP

  3. I know the feeling well.... and nothing can be said to make it suck any less. I POAS today with a BFN. I'll try again tomorrow but have been off & on in tears... I understand.